On Hold

Ah, sometimes it looks so easy to be on maternity leave, but then your child grows, he needs more attention than before. but thats ok, youve got your schedules covered. But its less than a month before you have to be back to whatever you used to do. If you had a job or has been accepted to a school, But what happens if you have nothing to fall back to???

I have nothing to fall back to, that´s why i have been  and still is nervous to what is waiting for me out there when my son gets enrolled in the kindergarten. I have been off work for two years and i can feel that im scared of rejection or being told if im good enough.

 I studied tourism and service management and i have checked out some jobs but man!!! i don´t even dare apply, but i know i gota coz it will be good for me to get out of the house and feel like im somebody. Get me back my identity, come home and tell the family of my day and adventures, so they can be proud of me.

All this is a big deal now especially after i was diagonised with having ulcers. My life has been on hold, but soon someone or i gota press play